I have been thinking about writing this post for quite a while. Most of the people who read this blog come here to see my creativity at work, or to see pictures or catch up on whatever I am thinking or doing next. This post will be a little bit different...a little more raw. You see, dear blogger friends, I am in a bit of a rut. It all started about 2 months ago when I had the chance to interview for my dream job. Everything about it was/is perfect for me. It's completely 100% creative, which if you know me at all, is perfect for me. The opportunity just kind of fell in my lap...I was not looking & was happy with my current job. Right now I work for a huge Fortune 500 company that is hands down the best at what they do. I am a recruiter for them and I love working with all the people. But, after getting a taste of a position in a creative industry I have fallen out of love with my job. The other company I talked to is fabulous. Seriously, they define the word. The owners are so cool, smart, trendy and fun and they rock at what they do. Everything is so innovative and has never been done before and is so creative. I have a million and one ideas of how I can help them. Unfortunately, the timing did not work out and they are not at the point of being able to bring another full timer on. I have to admit, I was a little heartbroken. I felt so strongly about this company...like it was perfect for me. And truth be told...I think about the company all the time. It makes me happy when I see their new designs or see someone with their product out and about in the city. They are seriously THAT amazing. Although I know that the timing was all wrong, it's made it so hard to love what I do everyday. There is NO creativity in my job (that's why I do blog makeovers). And, although I love working with the people, that's all there is that keeps me going. And now, we are in a rough economy...and what does that affect? Jobs. And hiring people. Which means less jobs for recruiters like me to hire people into. So, basically, I am getting up and going to work everyday to a job that is slowly sucking the life out of me...and for less results. Thankfully, my best friend is on my team and we keep each other going. But, at some point, I have to say enough is enough. I need to be in something that I am passionate about. I need someone to take a chance on me and my creativity. We spend more time at work then anywhere else in our lives...and I need that time to be true to me. Now, if you are still reading this...I am amazed. It feels good to get these thoughts out there, and I am curious to know if anyone ever feels the same way as me. Does anyone out there in blogland have any guidence/ideas for me? I would love to hear your thoughts!
**Oh, and if you happen to be in a creative industry and would like to give me any job leads feel free to email me at fabulousk@ymail.com! :)