I have been thinking about writing this post for quite a while. Most of the people who read this blog come here to see my creativity at work, or to see pictures or catch up on whatever I am thinking or doing next. This post will be a little bit different...a little more raw. You see, dear blogger friends, I am in a bit of a rut. It all started about 2 months ago when I had the chance to interview for my dream job. Everything about it was/is perfect for me. It's completely 100% creative, which if you know me at all, is perfect for me. The opportunity just kind of fell in my lap...I was not looking & was happy with my current job. Right now I work for a huge Fortune 500 company that is hands down the best at what they do. I am a recruiter for them and I love working with all the people. But, after getting a taste of a position in a creative industry I have fallen out of love with my job. The other company I talked to is fabulous. Seriously, they define the word. The owners are so cool, smart, trendy and fun and they rock at what they do. Everything is so innovative and has never been done before and is so creative. I have a million and one ideas of how I can help them. Unfortunately, the timing did not work out and they are not at the point of being able to bring another full timer on. I have to admit, I was a little heartbroken. I felt so strongly about this company...like it was perfect for me. And truth be told...I think about the company all the time. It makes me happy when I see their new designs or see someone with their product out and about in the city. They are seriously THAT amazing. Although I know that the timing was all wrong, it's made it so hard to love what I do everyday. There is NO creativity in my job (that's why I do blog makeovers). And, although I love working with the people, that's all there is that keeps me going. And now, we are in a rough economy...and what does that affect? Jobs. And hiring people. Which means less jobs for recruiters like me to hire people into. So, basically, I am getting up and going to work everyday to a job that is slowly sucking the life out of me...and for less results. Thankfully, my best friend is on my team and we keep each other going. But, at some point, I have to say enough is enough. I need to be in something that I am passionate about. I need someone to take a chance on me and my creativity. We spend more time at work then anywhere else in our lives...and I need that time to be true to me. Now, if you are still reading this...I am amazed. It feels good to get these thoughts out there, and I am curious to know if anyone ever feels the same way as me. Does anyone out there in blogland have any guidence/ideas for me? I would love to hear your thoughts!
**Oh, and if you happen to be in a creative industry and would like to give me any job leads feel free to email me at fabulousk@ymail.com! :)
I do have a book suggestion that pertains to your situation, "Cure for the Common Life: Living in Your Sweet Spot" by Max Lucado. Hang in there and know that everything happens for a reason...perhaps the perfect career opportunity is just around the corner. Being the resourceful gal you seem to be, I bet you'll find it in no time!
ReplyDeleteI feel that I am in the same situation. I graduated as a Fashion Merchandising major. When I did my internship I decided that retail was not going to work for me and my plans for the future. I decided to get my alternative certification to teach. I would LOVE to teach family and consumer sciences, well the opportunity came up in a middle school!! I feel like I nailed the interview, but I was not able to take the test until after the interview, so needless to say I did not get the job. I also feel that my age did not help I look extremely young and I am very soft spoken. I know in my heart that I will make a GREAT teacher. I just need someone to take that leap of faith on me. (Oh…I just took the test and I did pass!!!)
ReplyDeleteSorry that was long but I wanted you to know that there are others out there in the same place. I feel that God has a bigger plan that I have no idea about!! He will take care of us!! Hope this helped some.
i know you know that it will work out eventually, but i also know it doesn't make the waiting period any easier.
ReplyDeletei really wish i knew some perfect company and i could tell them about you and your fabulousness.
when the day comes and you need a recommendation for your creativeness rest assured that you have a stockpile of good references willing to vouch for you!
Kelly, I feel your pain and disappointment and can completely relate. Thank you so much for sharing this struggle. I've been going through the same thing for about 9 months and it is so unbelievably difficult for me to make each day a good day in a job my heart is not in. Always looking and hoping for my dream job. I've tried to make so many contacts and have searched so hard for the job I am looking for that I have about given up and said it has to be in Gods hands now because I am too tired and weak to keep looking. As a new school year approaches and I look at working with the same depressing and downright mean people, it kills me. I am a GT teacher pulling kids from classes and teachers literally groan when I come in to get their kids. I don't believe in the program because I am actually pulling kids that aren't gifted and need to be in their regular classroom because they are behind and struggling. So, as I think about the new year, I have to find little ways to make this experience for me and the kids as positive as I can.
ReplyDeleteWith all this said, hang in there, you are not alone in your struggle. As I search for a new job, I pray that someone will take a chance on me too. I want to work with families, especially of divorce, and have a purpose in helping families.
You are the most creative person I know and will be a blessing to any company or organization. Please know that your talents are such a gift and needed in this world.
Your in my thoughts and prayers!
I feel your pain. I've been in a job like that before, and I cried every Sunday night, and only lived for the weekends! I'm sure the perfect job will come along! Treat yourself to little special things in the mean time. Maybe a cherry limeade & snickerdoodle from JD's Chippery in Snider Plaza?
ReplyDeletei am so sorry to hear about this struggle you are going through right now. i am a stay at home mom so right now i can not relate but i have been unhappy in a job before. when i am struggling with something i try to remember that God sees the big picture and you never know, just mabe there is an even better job out there is waiting just for you!
ReplyDeletebe blessed today!
hey bell. you know i love you. you know you're awesome. it'll work out. until it does, though, i'll keep you happy at the old j-o-b. worry not. awesome loves you. be awesome...
ReplyDeleteOh Kelly... I'm sorry you're going through a rough patch. I'm so glad you shared! There's nothing better than getting it off your chest to have others pray for you! I are fabulous and it will come! Joey and I have been in that spot for a few years...so I know how you feel!! Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Kelly for the job situation. You definitely need a job where those creative juices of yours can FLOW!!! I know there is something out there just waiting on you!!! I pray it happens quickly! Youre a catch girl!!!! Most talented gal I know!!
ReplyDeleteKelly I'm sorry you are going through this right now. I know it must be hard. I have to tell myself that God will place me where He wants me. And that helps!
ReplyDeleteoh dear....
ReplyDeleteyou knew I'd read this...and pass it on.....and therefore, it got printed and put on our inspiration board. the end. :) you're loved fabulous k. we've gotten my butt in gear to sell TONS of stuff so that you my dear can have your dream job someday soon. the end.
Hey girl-
ReplyDeleteIt's called Susie's Hand. And good luck with the job. I feel your pain!
Oh, I feel ya. :) I have no advice at the moment. I just feel ya.
ReplyDeleteOh how I hope that perfect job comes around that will allow you to use your God given gift of creativity!!! My husband told me this the other day for a situation I was struggling with.... God has already laid the path, you just can't see all the stones yet! :)
ReplyDeleteI am trying to get caught up on all your posts! Being a mommy got me so behind!